I know, this is my desicion and I have to face the consequence. But, how much regret can I get? 2 years I spent with tears in my heart and regret why I enroll to this school.
But then, I met someone...
Someone who turned all of my regret into a gift.
Someone who makes me grateful that I entered this school. Someone who makes me thankful that I entered science class. Someone who makes me realize how blessed I am...
I met someone. He's my ex-classmate. That time, I don't really remember his name nor his face.
He asked me, why I haven't gone home yet. I answered, I 've just finished myextracurricular class and I haven't been picked up yet.
I think he already forget about it. But I remember it very clearly.
He's so kind and caring. Even just a moment, I knew I have a feeling for him. But he's already have a girl he loves. So, I forget about it.....
We sat next to each other.. He often tells me about the girl he loves. I know how much he loves her.
But now, know what? the girl he loves left him and date other guy.. How mean she can be? I can't believe my eyes and my ears... He's deserved more than that.
If only she could see, how special you can be. If she only knew the you that I know...
After a while, finally you set your eyes on me.. and that day when you hug me, I feel like I'm loved.....
When I broke up with my ex, I thought that I would never feel these feelings again... I thought I would never feel my heart fluttering again... I never thought that I can love someone ever again.
But you give me everything that I'd lost..
A smile when I'm thinking of you.
Thinking of you wherever you are and whatever you do. Thinking of you all day long like a habit.
A place where I feel safe.
I want to be in your arm forever.
A red-faced when I look into your eyes.
I love your eyes... especially when you're smiling.
A fear to lose someone.
The more I love you, the bigger my fear of losing you...
A heart to love.
I love you and I really love you. It was never enough how many times I said.
you would never know, how much happiness you give me by just sitting next to me.
you would never know, how much I love your smile.
you would never know, how much you meant to me.
I'm not really good when expressing my feeling, I hope my feeling can reach you.
Because I can not say how much I love you.
I'm writing this blog, while thinking of you... "I want to be with you...." is my little wish I whispered.
Your ex maybe more beautiful, smarter, cuter or what-so-ever than me.. But know one thing. My love to you will never lose to her.
I love you, not hoping you'll love me back.
I text you, not hoping you'll text me back.
I'm waiting for you, not hoping you'll come to see me.
I wait for you, just beacuse I want to see you.
Being with you, I don't hope you'll do something for me. I'm with you, just because I want to be with you.
Don't compare me to your ex. I won't tired with you. Talk to me anything you feel uncomfortable. I love you just the way you are now. I won't ever ask you to change.
Meeting you is a bless for me. ^^
But then, I met someone...
Someone who turned all of my regret into a gift.
Someone who makes me grateful that I entered this school. Someone who makes me thankful that I entered science class. Someone who makes me realize how blessed I am...
I met someone. He's my ex-classmate. That time, I don't really remember his name nor his face.
He asked me, why I haven't gone home yet. I answered, I 've just finished myextracurricular class and I haven't been picked up yet.
I think he already forget about it. But I remember it very clearly.
He's so kind and caring. Even just a moment, I knew I have a feeling for him. But he's already have a girl he loves. So, I forget about it.....
We sat next to each other.. He often tells me about the girl he loves. I know how much he loves her.
But now, know what? the girl he loves left him and date other guy.. How mean she can be? I can't believe my eyes and my ears... He's deserved more than that.
If only she could see, how special you can be. If she only knew the you that I know...
After a while, finally you set your eyes on me.. and that day when you hug me, I feel like I'm loved.....
When I broke up with my ex, I thought that I would never feel these feelings again... I thought I would never feel my heart fluttering again... I never thought that I can love someone ever again.
But you give me everything that I'd lost..
A smile when I'm thinking of you.
Thinking of you wherever you are and whatever you do. Thinking of you all day long like a habit.
A place where I feel safe.
I want to be in your arm forever.
A red-faced when I look into your eyes.
I love your eyes... especially when you're smiling.
A fear to lose someone.
The more I love you, the bigger my fear of losing you...
A heart to love.
I love you and I really love you. It was never enough how many times I said.
you would never know, how much happiness you give me by just sitting next to me.
you would never know, how much I love your smile.
you would never know, how much you meant to me.
I'm not really good when expressing my feeling, I hope my feeling can reach you.
Because I can not say how much I love you.
I'm writing this blog, while thinking of you... "I want to be with you...." is my little wish I whispered.
Your ex maybe more beautiful, smarter, cuter or what-so-ever than me.. But know one thing. My love to you will never lose to her.
I love you, not hoping you'll love me back.
I text you, not hoping you'll text me back.
I'm waiting for you, not hoping you'll come to see me.
I wait for you, just beacuse I want to see you.
Being with you, I don't hope you'll do something for me. I'm with you, just because I want to be with you.
Don't compare me to your ex. I won't tired with you. Talk to me anything you feel uncomfortable. I love you just the way you are now. I won't ever ask you to change.
Meeting you is a bless for me. ^^
